Goodbye My Love

車門關上的一刻, 一名中國藉男子衝了進來. 他年約50歲, 黑色的頭髮卻看得見搶眼的銀白,身穿暗紅血色的恤衫配上淡灰的西裝, 一手扶著車廂的把手, 一手卻頂著與他絕配的黑色直身雨傘. 一切都不能再簡單, 一切都不能再直接, 一切都不能再相配. 站在離他不足一米的我, 不停聽著James Blunt既Goodbye My Love. 心中不期然想, 30年後, 有多少人注意存在於那時車箱中的我. 30年前的朋友, 我仍然記得他們的樣貌已算僥倖, 父母若非基因特變也應該歸土了, 心裡究竟放影著什麼? Goodbye My Love仍然在響, 一首回家途中的背景曲, 眼睛卻注視身邊的陌生人, 看他們的眼睛, 看他們心裡記掛著誰, 再看看30年後, 一切究竟又在那裡. James Blunt的歌聲是回憶, 看得見的回憶, 歌詞是眼淚, 回憶和眼淚是分不開, 都是那麼中性, 有苦有樂. 在最後, 他唱不出, 再見也說不出, 他哭了. 我也哭了.

James Blunt

Goodbye My Love

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won

.So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to beI've seen you cry,

I've seen you smile.I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I love you, I swear that's true.

I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.

In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bear my soul in time,

When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby,

I'm so hollow.

I'm so, I'm so,

I'm so hollow.